Today has been a messed up day. Found out last night my old roommate just moved out of my apartment without paying rent and left the place tasted. I already moved out last Oct but being the lease was still in my name and the lease wasn't going to be up til the end of Jan (this month), I let him stay with his girlfriend there. We had a agreement he would stay there til the lease was up. Well, come to find out most of my friends (well I thought they were my friends) knew about it. I been trying to get a hold of him to find out what he had plan and decided to swing by the apt last night and then BANG...
the place was empty and tasted up. 
Called the landlady and found out he didn't pay this months rent **sigh**. 
Now, I have to pay it before the end of this month. So much for trying to help him out. But I'm shocked how much I'm not too stressed about it because I know it will work out in the end. But I was still down about and when I got off work tonight and started walking to the place I'm staying now. I saw a white balloon in a tree.
OMG, I was so excited!! I felt like it was a sign & in that moment it made me think of Sick Puppies song White Balloons. That song has so much meaning to me & when I first heard it I was amazed by Emma voice on it too. At that moment I felt I had more hope. Not just in the situation but I felt like I wasn't alone. I just want to say THANK YOU so much Shim, Mark, & Emma 
for making this beautiful song! Because of you guys I felt inspired. Keep doing what ya do best... Being YOU!!! I <3 you all!!~Sam
